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Name: Faye
Birthday: 3/28/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: a cinderella story, a walk to remember, american idol, ashlee simpson, avril lavigne, bambi, boy meets world, boys, brad pitt, brave little toaster, britney spears, bubel aiken foundation, carmen rasmusen, celine dion, chad michael murray, clay aiken, courteney cox arquette, dan nichols, dancing, david schwimmer, debra messing, diana degarmo, disney, doodie, doug, eastern michigan university, eric mccormack, f*r*i*e*n*d*s, finding nemo, frogs, full house, george huff, grace adler, grammar, hebrew, hilary duff, jack mcfarland, jacob underwood, jc chasez, jennifer aniston, jesse bradford, jessica simpson, john mayer, johnny was, josh hartnett, justin timberlake, karen walker, kelly clarkson, kutz, lance bass, lindsay lohan, lisa kudrow, mad tv, mandy moore, matt leblanc, matthew perry, mean girls, megan mullally, michelle branch, mickey mouse, minnie mouse, monkeys, will and grace, will & grace
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
5/9/2004
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| - Okay, so I'm sitting there last night during friendship circle and I start crying. Not because Will was suffocating me all weekend. Not because Max and I ended up not hooking up (he was afraid of the cast....). And not because Elections were all screwed up...but because I realized that I only have 2 more friendship circles until I graduate and leave NFTY forever.
So, I'm sitting there crying with Beka and Erin hugging me and I look over at Brian and Ali. Both of them are sitting there, holding eachother, pretty much thinking the same thing. Both of their replacements have been chosen and now they only have 2 more events as the regional board.
I wanted to stand up and say something to the new board and my fellow seniors, but when I got up there with Matt Peven in our new boxers, all I could do was say how much fun I had even though I couldn't walk, sit, stand, move...whatever. Matt thanked the region for voting him onto the regional board as my replacement, and we passed out boxers.
I wanted to cry right then; but I had to hold strong. Matt and I went around to everyone shining lights in their faces asking them which size and color boxers they wanted. Finally, after walking for about 10 mintues figuring everything out; I took my seat and thats when I started crying.
After friendship circle, I went back to my cabin with the girls and as I tried falling asleep, I thought about the world I had to go back to in just a few short hours. I knew that I had to be coming home to petty little fights, to my parents yelling at me all the time, and to problems with a certain someone.
At Kallah, nobody gets upset over something stupid. Nobody points fingers. Nobody gets jealous for no reason. Its like we are connected all by a string at Kallah, and its such a strong piece of string. The only way to break the string is to end all Kallot forever.
You start at the end of the string and slowly move up, making room for new members; but then, May 22, 2005 comes around and people like Brian, Myself, Ali, the Sha(yi)nas, Ashleigh, etc...are pushed off. Our NFTY life is done. Its time to move on to bigger things in which we will take all that we've learned throughout our 4 years of NFTY and use it. We will cherish every moment that we've had by looking at old pictures, staying in touch, reading old journal entries...but it won't be the same.
I have to leave next year. Erin, Beka, Jake, Jill, Mike, Max, etc...they will all be left behind, but in a way that is so great that they get to continue their NFTY lives until its their turn to leave.
So, why am I sitting here in tears just thinking about how its almost over? Because thats what my mind was on almost all weekend.
Kallah was great. Like I said above, Will suffocated me. He stared at me all weekend and my comfort level went very far down. Aparently he still thinks that him and I have a chance...NO. My cabin was great. Beka, Erin, Ali, Elissa, Lindsay, Caren, Mearyl, Maya, and Shelley. Elections were a bit.
President~Blake Rockhind
Programming Vice Presidend~Anna Brower
Religious and Cultural Vice President~Mike Friedman
Social Action Vice President~Julia Ager
Membership Vice President~Sammy Wax
Communications Vice President~Madeleine Levey
Financial Vice President~Matt Peven
Well, I'm gonna get going. I'm freezing and need to warm up.
xoxo
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| My brother is stupid. He wants to call dad to tell him that we DIDN'T get something in the mail (which makes sense considering its President's Day) and I tell him no. So, he calls my mom to see if she can bring home candy for him, and its 3:30...the time that my mom is the busiest at work getting kids into the aftercare room...
He's got no brain.
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| Hmmm...maybe I like xanga better than the rest. I guess thats because none of my school friends have one.
I'm in Waldman's room, in pain right now. I'm leaving school in like, 30 min because I'm going to the hospital. Waldman made fun of me when I got to school this morning...but he said that he feels really bad for me, and that he just likes to yank on my chain.
I miss Kutz so much, its unbelievable. I want to go to the dining hall and have a song session...and I kinda did last week because of Jeremy and Billy being at Kallah.
7 months ago, today-I was getting ready for 70s night with Hill 5 and getting super excited for Dan Nichols in concert. Funny thing-theres a 70s dance tonight at my school. I would go, but I can't walk. Movies with Sarah tonight...'Something's Gotta Give'?? I havent seen it yet--is it cute?
I'm gonna get going now b/c I'm typing with one hand and I'm tired.
xoxo
Faye | | |
| - Crush -
I love rumors. I just got a call from someone at school saying, 'I HEARD CIERPIAL PUSHED YOU DOWN THE STAIRS!'
Ok, thats complete bullshit.
This is what happened:
I asked Waldman if I could go talk to Cierpial to see if he needs any help because Waldman had nothing for me to do. I then made my way down to his room, singing Ashlee Simpson's 'LaLa' because it was stuck in my head. I then lost my footing and fell down about 10 steps.
I didn't tumble down. I grabbed onto the railing and stopped from flipping...I did however twist my knee badly. 1 min after I fell, someone came into the door and I asked them to get Cierpial b/c I knew he had no class and because his room was closest.
He came to the stairs to find me sitting there, pretty much in tears. Mr. Miller heard us and came down the stairs...they helped me stand up and I hopped up the stairs on my right leg. When we got to the top, Miller went into Waldman's room and got my chair. He sat me down in the chair and wheeled me back to Waldman's room.
Waldman laughed at me...really nice, huh?
Now, I'm home and my mom doesn't believe me that I'm in this much pain. My dad does though, so I think that hes gonna take me to the doctors.
Ok, bad day.
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| - Since You Been Gone -
WILL AND I BROKE UP! YAY! | | |
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